MY BABY MY WORLD!

Monday, April 09, 2007
i told myself that i am going to have a nice day, a happy day, a sunny day! yeah..i did it but....till the evening..........it is not! i really scared of it..worry bout it..i dun know what will happened soon! i just hope everything will be ok! i scared that i cant take it anymore! i will be weak one day at the moment!
i feel like i m stupid and being lie.. this is what i feel but i not sure bout it! i dun like tis kind of feeling cause i dun like it! tis is not what i want, cause i wan to have a nice and wonderful life! i am just who am i which is me! but it is not easy cause it is not easy to me!
i feel like i am getting weak sometimes cause seriously i dun noe wat to do! i m really lost! turn left? turn right? straight? u turn? or? i dun noe! i m just lost! and i m LOST! i dun noe wat to do but i will remain listening and listening! cause i cant help much! sorry!
oh ya..my aunt is back! wee..i miss u so much my pp! love u! cant wait to see u later pp! hugss!!!!
-wey-