MY BABY MY WORLD!
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
another blog for today, i have no idea why! haihz..can anyone help me out of this? I know no one could help me! i cant even help bout it, i can feel that is getting more and more problems are happening and is all hurting each other! the relationship like getting more worst! hoping that as time pass by things will be getting better.
Hm..i can feel that my mom is not happy today neither my dad! *they did not argue for sure*I have no idea bout it and i dun feel like knowing it but i dun wan to c this kind of things happen! What the SHIT is this! As i growing up the things is getting worst, i dun wan to grow up, i wan to be kids and not growing up! i feel like crying out loud but this time my tears did not want to roll down! WHY? i dun like this kind of feeling!
I always think back that IF my nanny is still here i think things will go better! IF she beside us how nice it is! IF she is here she will guide us! IF IF IF! so many IFs.....!!! Argh...i want to shout out loud! I dun noe what is happening to me! MAMA! I wan to talk to u! IF i can, IF again! haihz...my mood is getting down and down and down......................................................................i am down and down! i could not concentrate on my study! haihz...i am not sleepy...!!! i feel like running away from the world!!!
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