MY BABY MY WORLD!
Thursday, March 15, 2007
i am tired of what is happening..cant tis to be solved? do u noe it is very annoyed and making everyone feel so bad? the relationship is getting worst? SHIT SHIT SHIT..i dun noe wat to say, i m so upset bout it, i feel like crying..serious crying out loud. i will quit one day, i will QUIT one DAY..QUIT QUIT QUIT! i may not take it anymore..i cant! i m tired of it! i may GIVE UP one day! it is just so SHIT!
You used to tell me that think of the point of ppl but somehow did u do that? Can u understand my feel and also others feel? Somehow u did not, i dun noe wat to say. In my mind, i remember someone told me, NO ONE IS PERFECT, just do yr best! Yes, i did and others did too but each of us the target is not same so WHO TO BLAME? Blaming make things cant work and it will just getting worst. just the part that u responsible on!
I couldnt stop my tears anymore, i cant, i can feel the tears is rolling. can anyone talk to me? no..i dun feel like talking bout it, i DONT, i just wan to CRY it out! MAMA where are you? I need to talk to u..i need yr advise and support. i m sick of it. MAMA WHERE ARE YOU? WHY YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME? WHY? COME BACK TO ME PLEASE!
i cant breath properly, i cant, I CANT. i couldnt imagine this will happen! i will GIVE UP one day! i wan to sit at the corner and volume up the songs and not listening to others and do what ever i want! I DUN WAN THIS TO HAPPEN! i want to settle it now! i cant think of anything now and i still have to back to my assignment but i dun noe wat to do, i cant think of anything! i m hurt and sad with it! I M NOT HAPPY!
where are u? where are u? where are u? why u are so far from me? why u are so busy? can i know the way to tell? can i shout it out? CAN I? i wan to CRY!
i dun noe wat to do now, i feel so down now! i hope i will have another bright new day tomolo! take care ppl!
-wey-