MY BABY MY WORLD!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
had online conference with my group members for our next coming assignment. It was pretty fun and nice, we manage allocate the job and discuss what ever we need to do. The discussion went well and fine. while we were discussing, there was a question, what do the 6 month old kids will play? ask someone which got experience on it. Suddenly, i went down and sad, is just so suddenly. My nanny, i miss her lots, i wanted to call and ask her but i know it is impossible but.......she got so much experiences and she know me so well. I miss u mama. Serious. Somehow i m thinking, mama i right mama is no longer with us? I just cant really accept it but now is much more better than last time, i know i have to accept it but i need time this is what i can say. Not i don't want to accept but do sometimes it is just so hard, someone that love you lots and you always went there for her and suddenly you no longer can call her and went to look for her.
Missing someone is what i used to have this feeling, i miss-es so many people and i really hope see them. Miss-es you is what the feeling i have, hoping that time can turn back and back to the memories which is so fun and nice. Thinking that i will spent more time with you and enjoy more. Talking to you and somehow u can cheer me up and making the from cloudy to a sunny. Just because u know the way to cheer me! Giving me a smile is wihat you used have whenever i m done, crapping with me and joking around. Flash back to all the memory is just so sweet and nice, hoping time can turn back and have the fun together. Don't you think it will be so fun and nice.
Working is part of my life now and i really enjoy and feeling stress on it. Too many paper work which i do not like and not enjoying doing. But i can't say NO to it so i have to learn and do, knowing more bout people and also the life they have, being with them is just so fun better than with others. Giving different somehow will leads to argument and leads to conflict, not giving the opinion will cause that, no one know what are you thinking and may be the opinion you gave you be useful. Tell it when is necessary, in the right time!
da ka jie, enjoy your trip there la..take care, better dun forget what you had promise! wahaha :) c ya soon..
ppl..take care there and enjoy your day! hope to see ya soon.
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