MY BABY MY WORLD!
Friday, February 16, 2007
it comes to another day, another bright new day, with the feel of RUSH RUSH RUSH, just because new year holiday is just at the corner. Admin ppl will not be working but the big factory will be working, printing tis and that out! In my heart is just a word FAST! i was so worry tat i cant finish in time, a lots of things to do! my table is full of paper which is need to be file! The paper is not complete, who ate it? search here and there! this will be another new challenge to me! I told myself silently in my heart! YUP..the challenge which i hv to overcome, to work hard on it! to stay calm and cool!
Later on, my heart feel so uneasy, i think of her, which is far far away from us! Another chinese new year which will be celebrating without her! everyone miss her, told sis bout it. she told me tat she wan us to enjoy our life! yup, enjoy the life, yes i did enjoy! a lots! somehow u just cant control the feel and also yr mind! it is so suffer and tired to miss someone which u think is important to u! without her in my life, i feel so uneasy, who should i share my problems with? who should i talk to when i feel very tired and sick? she is always the one who be there and gv me support and encouragement! I should tell her in my heart silently, i noe she will knew it and support me althought she is far from us! AGREE? Not i dun wan to leave her but it just hard k, i learn to put it down, is working on it k! During tis all big day how can i dun think of her? it is just so hard! but i enjoy my life in other hand with all my friends and ppl around me! i bring lots of memories for myself without her! i do k! i really enjoy myself, cant wait for the holiday and go holiday with jie cause my holiday and school holiday will not be the same! AIKS..so sad!
had the reunion dinner just now, to me i feel ntg special is just a normal Dinner! dinner which will be having everyday! haha..just ntg special overall! well, tomolo will be cleaning day, her and there! gosh i hate tis part, so tiring and tired! wahaha! hv to do la..ish! no time to talk to sis and aunt just too busy and get nag nag nag, la la la...well..dun feel like talking! la la la! wee wang wang! dun noe wat to say la!
do you think that we always hv to follow the way tat adults gave? the instruction? theirs way will be much useful cause they hv more experiences? Can we do it by our way? if we are not following tat means we are naughty and not respect?
we have to *listen* {one of my friend say tat} and learn it, casue may b it will be useful to us one day! yup..wat do u think bout it? hermm..wahaha..just wanna to think and do something la..lalalala! wee..!!!
erm..got to go back to my assignment, due date is right after the CNY! GOSH..i hate tis! take care and be happy always! :)
-Happy Chinese New Year-
-wey-