MY BABY MY WORLD!

Friday, December 08, 2006
haha...suddenly miss you so so much! but cant do anything also! i just miss you! hope u will noe tat.. i noe i cant be like tis! i noe i hv to be strong and live without you! haihz. so many month i live without you beside me but i miss you and i used to think how nice you are still be with me! but i noe it will never ever happen! NEVER! haha...just let e be syoik sendiri for a while den i will be alright! wakakaka! wahahaha! weeeeeee! i love you lotsssssss...be beside me always! thanks! hugssssss, i wan to hug u!!!!! i wan!!! i miss your smell, your sweet voice, miss talking with you, joking and the holding the hand of yours, the pairs of eyes tat will let me feel strong! I LOVE YOU!
no..i m not happy tonite when i typing tis! this will be an emo post! my tears is coming out from my eyes soon not only from my eyes! my heart is crying toooo! i cant control! i love you! remember me always k! something happen today noon and i think of you! if you were beside me u sure will talk to me but u r not! so many things happen and i wan to talk to someone like you but it is impossible! my feeling right now is so so mess and i feel like being alone! my heart is so so pain! OUCH!
hmm..dun noe wat to say! i dun noe wat to do right now! just sit in front of the comp and stared! i dun noe! i dun noe! anyway..everyone take care out there! miss ya!
-wey-
*is not a guy k! is someone important to me and left me tis year! someone that mean a lot to me! a lot..uncountable! an Angel to me, an advicer to me, a friend of me, a lovely mom to me, ......!*
din cry for so long, i cant stand my tears today, it just burst out like tis! sobs!