MY BABY MY WORLD!
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
yesterday night, when to Mid Valley..going there to buy swimming suit and also sport shoes..going for holiday on this coming holiday...cant wait to fly over there...!!!but before that have to sit for mid year...*sobs..sobs*
as usual..no LAN class today..sit at mamak and talk..!!!no ESL today..teacher absent..so went to MC wit pei..laura and sarah..and meet up foong wan..haha..enjoy very much..so so so happy..!!!all the jokes..!!!haha..!!!!ate fries and an ice-cream..!!!we din eat during our break today...just drink...
after class..me n jillian wait for foong wan then go to Secret Recipe and celebrate Wen Ming and Mary birthday...!!!!we are late..because no parking..have to find parking..so late lo..!!!then dun noe send wat language and words of sms to pei..haha..sorry yah..!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MING AND MARY
reach home..clean up the house then went out with my mom and realise that someone pass away...nothing much at first but after some times..i cant stand my tears..!!!!reflected many things that had happen this few years...!!!!!!!!!!!!!i just cant stop thinking my nanny...i just cant stop myself to think bout her..i dont really get used that my nanny is not beside me..!!!!many things that we do together will now less her...!!!i feel so weird...i feel so lost sometimes...!!!used to call her everyday when i m back from school but now...............i noe already few months that my life not with her but.........i noe i have to accpet the facts..i m just like saw her yesterday and now she is away...away..away..i dont want to back to reality..i want to stay in my pass..!!!i want her..!!!i need her..!!!!!I WANT HER..!!!!!!!!!i trying very hard not think bout her...!!!!!!!!she is away for a long journey and will meet her one day..!!!!!!!!!i noe i should be strong back to the normal me..!!!!i noe i hv tooo....!!!!!!!!!time...i need time to forget all this kinds of stuff and back to the normal me...!!!time..n i will be strong after some days..months..years...????i m not sure..i dont know...but i will try my very best...!!!i juz cant express my feeling...i dont know how to say my feelings..!!!!i will be strong...!!!
many problems occur this few days...!!!many problem..haha...!!!i did something WRONG...haha..very wrong..my mom reach home from office and she tell me that i key in worngly in the over time list..haha..!!!!100kg..i key for the wrong person and people come in and complaine..sorry mom..!!!i dont want also la..!!!!sorry la..anyway she forgives me..she didt say anything..!!!but i just feel bad..!!!haha..!!!
feeling useless..giving so much problems to friends...sorry that annoyed you...disturb u..kacau u.............SORRY and THANK YOU very much..!!!!cherish the friendship..!!!thank you..!!!!thanks pei...cheer up there..!!!long friendship...!!!!take care...!!!!sifu..do take care...recover soon..!!!!take care everyone...!!!!
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